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October 13, 2005
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good mood, good mood, good mood, good mood,
inquire within....
that means ask, and if i i feel like it ill tell you
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October 12, 2005
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who ever stole my cell phone is going to fucking die...
and you know what that means folks... i need nembers, pronto...
give me your phone number, i dont have it anymore, who ever you are.
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October 6, 2005
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avenged sevenfold |
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Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past
I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real
So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
Woooaaah, so I never want to leave you and the memories for us to see
I beg don't leave me
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real
Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home
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August 18, 2005
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Should I talk slower like you're a retard?
Should I talk slower like you're retarded?
Yo they think you're dumb
I think you're smart
No, wait, I lied
I think you're dumb
They think you're dumb
I think you're smart
No, wait, I lied
I think you're dumb
Get it
Get it
Get it
You just dont get it
Get it
Get it
Get it
You stupid motherfucker
You stupid motherfucker
You stupid motherfucker
You stupid motherfucker
You stupid motherfucker
You stupid motherfucker
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July 23, 2005
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bright eyes 'the first day of my life' |
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i like babies...
( among other things... )
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July 4, 2005
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the power of love can do crazy things.
it can bring you back from the journey into your mind that you didnt want to go on, but were forced into suddenly and cold heartedly.
fall asleep in the bed of your lover while dead to the real world.
wake up to him burning a mantal image of your face into his mind.
a loving look.
a caring smile.
a tender kiss leading to a seducing look and the pounce of a male on prowl, and in heat.
but the controling of his earges lead to the continuation of the tender kiss.
the cheek, the neck, the lips...
oh the lips, and you feel alive.
the power in his eyes reflecting your own.
the power of love.
not just love.
the love of some one so completely in tune with your soul that you know it was meant to be this way.
wanting and needing the positive charge of a forbidden touch, and holding out just a little longer.
nothing but time in the eyes of love.
a new, fresh love.
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June 20, 2005
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ross and i broke up a couple weeks ago.
i met a boy maned mat and i am infatuated.
i graduated high school on saturday. and also got my lip pierced. mat got his nipples pierced. hehe.
been with mat alot lately. it makes me very happy.
that and knowing i never have to go back to high school.
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June 3, 2005
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okay, i didnt get to update about last weekend, so here it is...
friday night i went to drifters with erin to see youth liberation front, breakloose and when legends die.
rightious show, i got thrown into the wall like 5 times from kids throwing themselves around. right. cory was there and we had fun togethaaaaa. hes so fun.
then erin and i went to dennys for icecream and a bunch of the kids from the show came.
saturday i worked and then went to ross's. uneventful.
sunday i worked my 2 job day and dislocated my shoulder? im retarted, basically.
then ian and i went to the sky show and met up with ross, liz, brian and jon.
all of us went to dunks afterwards and sat around and waited for the traffic to die down.
monday i slept all day.
yay weekends.
so yesterday was ross's baseball game that i went to. jonah and i were sitting in the grass watching some girls throw a softball around. he goes 'if they hit me, im going to throw that ball in the woods'
so i say ' if they hit me i will laugh hysterically'
not even 5 minutes later 'WATCH OUT!' and i turn just in time to see the ball hit me in the chest. ow. it made this loud thud noise that i guess kids heard from across the feild. groooosssss. soooo, i laughed wicked hard. it hurt, but i just laughed. it was steph zubriki who hit me, she ran over and hugged me and kept saying im sorry, but i just made jokes about it, cuz its not like she meant to hit me.
then i went to the mall and newbury comics. got an oldschool 'everytime i die' cd (last night in town) and i found shoe laces that match my black and white checkered belt. RIIIIGHT!
today, i slept till 1pm, and im in pain and have a bruise on my chest. hott.
hardcore love.
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May 26, 2005
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gavin DeGraw 'chariot' |
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he loves me he loves me he loves me he loves me
and i love him!
the world is beautiful
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May 22, 2005
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yesterday was so fun. i expected to have fun, but no THAT much fun!?!?! there were these boys sitting behind us who kept yelling that they wanted the backstreet boys. it was so funny, especially when they came on and the boys got all excited. it was all for show, but it really got the crowd going!but anyway, heres who was there
Will Smith
Gwen Stefani
Rob Thomas
Black Eyed Peas
Good Charlotte
Backstreet Boys
John Legend
Gavin DeGraw
Frankie J
Baby Bash
Howie Day
Akon
Bowling for Soup
Natalie
The Click 5
Pussycat Dolls
Brie Larson
i have no idea who brie larson, natalie or click five are, but they sucked. the pussycat dolls were HOTT. bowling for soup was halarious. they were so energetic and in the middle of every song they would stop and have random conversations. good charlotte were hott of course, how could they not be? and they were killer music wise. backstreet boys were so fun!! they played stuff from when i was in like, 6th grade! it was amazing, and so funny! akon and baby bash were cool, then frankie j and baby bash were cool also (eh). i was getting foos for john legend, but i dont know who he is... gavin degraw was amazing! i wanted to see him so bad! and it was so good! at one point he went out into the audience while singing. it was awesome. oh mannnn! love it! ok, and same with howie day! i love him so much, he is such an amazing artist! i could cry when i hear him sing. so gooooood! then, there was... UH!... the black eyed peas! HOLY SHIT! they put on a good show! they were all over the place, dancing and jumping and everything. rob thomas was alot better than i imagined. he did his new stuff, and did one song from when he was with matchbox 20. got everyone into it. gwen stefani was a bit of a let down.she was good, dont get me wrong, but eh... all of the other artists really got everyone into it and she did too, but not as much, which was surprising. but then........ the best of the best..... WILL SMITH! holy shit hottness of all hott. i wasnted to rape him. so..... hott..... UH! any way he put on a GREAT show. he is such a great role model, he was like, uh, just amazing! and he wanted to make sure we were real fans, so he had us sing the theme song to the fresh prince of belaire. and of course he did switch.
all in all, so many of the performers got everyone in the crowd into it. everyone was out of their seats dancing and screaming. oh man.
i went with my mom and we had so much fun together. i wanna go do more stuff with her. we have fun. woot!
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April 28, 2005
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THANKS!....
SLUTS!
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April 26, 2005
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Small, simple, safe price
Rise the wake and carry me with all of my regrets
This is not a small cut that scabs, and dries, and flakes, and heals
And I am not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to bleed, and fuck, and fight.
I want the pain of payment
What's left, but a section of pigmy size cuts
Much like a slew of a thousand unwanted fucks
Would you be my little cut?
Would you be my thousand fucks?
And make mark leaving space for the guilt to be liquid
To fill, and spill over, and under my thoughts
My sad, sorry, selfish cry out to the cutter
I'm cutting trying to picture your black broken heart
Love is not like anything
Especially a fucking knife
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April 11, 2005
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new cell phone number
721 6210
remember that SHIIAAAAATT!
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